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"My Curse" is an Event for Futaba Fukuyama.

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This Event automatically starts after "Weapons of Mass Destruction".

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This event is not missable.

Choices

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Effects

• +1 Futaba Affection

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Locations

This Event takes place in the following locations:

• Kumon-mi - Streets

Synopsis

Walking outside with her, Sensei acknowledges how he has a hard time having feelings for Futaba and wonders what needs to happen in order to change this. While he expects her to talk about something that troubles her, she instead wants to learn more about Ami's current situation, which surprises him since last time she saw her she threatened everyone. She's aware of that, even if she thought it wasn't serious, but still wants to talk about it.

Now sitting on a nearby bench, she has to endure some teasing from him before he wonders how many girls he will have this conversation with, and Futaba assumes almost everyone as most of them care about him. He tells her how their change occurred not because of one specific reasons but due to multiple reasons and a drastic change in his life, with Futaba guessing he means the person he lost. She can't relate to this, though, since she still has both her parents, is in her first relationship and, therefore, has no former lover she lost, and Nodoka is the first instance of her losing a friend, which isn't very powerful as Nodoka either doesn't care about that or is too proud to show she does, so it's just something she has to deal with.

Sensei wonders why she doesn't mend things with Nodoka, and Futaba explains if Nodoka does care, she has to do the necessary steps herself or she wouldn't learn anything from it and grow as a person, or she doesn't care and Futaba only believes she does, meaning there would be no reason for her to forgive her. She considers herself an optimist in this regards, but Sensei doesn't believe her as he knows she's a very pessimistic person.

Knowing that he wants to avoid talking about himself, she accepts the change of the subject and confesses how she once again has a hard time accepting herself – Despite having done everything to improve her mental and physical health, she hasn't managed to change her mindset even a little and still doubts she will ever accept herself. Sensei wants to know how others should feel about the parts they hate about themselves, but she states that it isn't simply hating it, she's disgusted and abhorred by this to the point of wishing for death, because that way she would know what's coming up for her instead of being stuck in an eternal state of uncertainty, but, fortunately, those thoughts are mostly kept at bay due to her caring too much about her loved ones to go through with it.

Sensei wasn't aware it was this bad, and Futaba knows she can always find distractions around her and also doesn't blame him or Nodoka for trying to avoid or hide from their issues, because it's what she would do if she knew how. In that regard, she only has his company for temporary solace and shelter, and he offers to spend more time with her tonight to help her. As she contemplates his offer, she wonders if he would lock himself away again if she would die, and while he asks if he has to answer her, she negates this – She already knows the answer.

Both spend some more time together in her dorm room, and Sensei leaves once she falls asleep.

Participating Characters

• Sensei
• Futaba Fukuyama

Trivia

Event References

• Event Default Name = My Curse
• Event Script Name(s) = futabaspring1
• Event Missed Name = This event is not missable.

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• futabanighttraipse

Music Tracks

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• gentle.mp3

Event Changelog

This Event was added in Update 0.41.