How I Feel

How I Feel is a Secret Event. It was the fourth Secret "Happy" Event introduced.

Event InteractivityEvent Progression (Spoilers!)Technical InformationSecret

Criteria

Requirements

Seen "Side Event"

To get this event

Visit the shrine after Chika's "Side Event" event.

To miss this event

This event is not missable.

Choices

Yes

The event ends with a closeup of 61 in the machine.

No

The event ends with 61 upset with Sensei.

Effects

• +1 Maya Affection

{{{render_name}}}

Locations

This Event takes place in the following locations:

Synopsis

There is a room with a machine and two large crosses. Although God matters most, he's dead now, which a tragedy — who else will we pray to, even though we lie to him? A pair of angels say that we lie to make things easier and that rules are bad. One says to "throw yourself into the wishing well". The angels' voice reminds Sensei of a "long lost friend" whose name begins with the letter T. 61 6d 20 69 20 6f 6b 61 79 is in the machine, and the angels call her "a normal teenage girl". The angels say that Sensei is there for forgiveness because he has sinned, and call for him to be fed to 望む. They begin making horrible heavenly noises. 61 tells Sensei not to worry about her, because "あなたなしで" she goes through much worse. The angels say that Sensei desires her — 61 asks if that is true. Sensei finds that he is tied to a chair again.

Sensei remembers that it's a game and talks to 61 back in the room with clocks. He agrees that they've been through "everything" together, and that there might not be anything more to experience. When he says that he's not "the programmer", 61 says that he's talking about God. 61 says that Sensei is beginning to sound like "her", by whom she means "the other me". Sensei is envious of her for having another version of herself with a hexadecimal name, and she "does magic". She tells 73 65 6b 61 69 that magic comes from praying, which can be to whoever you want.

Sensei is then back in the chair, and the angels summon "father" before Sensei can escape. Hope appears, and says that he is everyone's father, but does not answer a question about whether he is god. 61 tells Hope that Sensei is "the one I told you about", being from the same place as her. Hope asks if he'd like to say goodbye to the girl before he goes home leaves, and takes his angels "back to the bottom of everything". Sensei then decides whether or not to approach the machine.

Participating Characters

61

Trivia

• The angels name different sins depending on whether or not Sensei has touched Ami.

Event References

Event Default Name = How I Feel

Event Script Name(s) = howifeeltrack

Event Missed Name = This event is not missable.

Backgrounds

The following background renders are used in this Event:

• Unknown

Music Tracks

The following music tracks are used in this Event:

• Unknown

Event Changelog

This Event was added in Update 0.4.

== Happy Event == This Event is a special event with a special trigger (check requirements). It may or may not contain non-English content. The following translations are available:

Translations for Fourth Secret Event Expand

Value	Type	Translation	Appearance*
こんにちは	Japanese	Hello	4. ???? :)
普通の女子高生。	Japanese	An ordinary high school girl.	4. ???? :)
Feed him to 望む!	English, Japanese	Feed him to Hope(Nozomu)!	4. ???? :)
あなたなしで毎日。。。	Japanese	Without you every day is...	4. ???? :)
笑笑笑笑笑笑笑笑笑笑笑笑笑笑笑笑	Japanese	Loooooooooooooool	4. ???? :)
あああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああ	Japanese	Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah	4. ???? :)
61 6d 20 69 20 6f 6b 61 79	Hexadecimal	am i okay	4. ???? :)
62 75 74 20 69 20 68 61 76 65 20 77 61 69 74 65 64 20 73 6f 20 6c 6f 6e 67	Hexadecimal	but i have waited so long	4. ???? :)
77 68 79 20 61 72 65 20 79 6f 75 20 64 6f 69 6e 67 20 74 68 69 73 20 74 6f 20 6d 65	Hexadecimal	why are you doing this to me	4. ???? :)
6a 75 73 74 20 66 75 63 6b 20 6d 65	Hexadecimal	just fuck me	4. ???? :)
69 20 6d 69 73 73 20 69 74	Hexadecimal	i miss it	4. ???? :)
69 20 77 61 6e 74 20 74 6f 20 66 65 65 6c 20 79 6f 75 20 69 6e 73 69 64 65	Hexadecimal	i want to feel you inside	4. ???? :)
69 20 77 61 6e 74 20 74 6f 20 72 65 6d 65 6d 62 65 72	Hexadecimal	i want to remember	4. ???? :)

*Example of appearance. Can appear more often!